this is all about being me, the real me... Today is Monday, November 23, 2009

updating~

Nov22

pics of the day =D i like this pics <3

went to watch 2012 with sk yest, the show nice is nice...make me wonder if the world coming to the end on 2012 even thou scientist have clarified that 2012 wont be end...if the world is ending, i would go n find him, then hold his hand and die...i think tts what i would do...cos world coming to end...then i dun think govt would be tking everyone, as they will tke useful ppl away...

simple day jus passed like that...jus wonder why...haiz...this sem mke me stress alot...i think stress also contribute on my body...cos i cant seem to recover from my sickness and is alredi 1 mth...haiz seen a doctor also useless...jus wonder how am i going to serve the customer if i cough...

colour of my life : black

my life path: unknown...

what i need right now: dun know

http://www.accaglobal.com/documents/entry_routes.pdf jus found de ACCA route...

i dun knw want to study at: http://www.kaplan.com.sg/pqcoursedetail.aspx?id=f8ec908e-2f7f-487f-ad54-8b15ffb3d3bb

>.< where i heading to??sian...i also dun knw...i will jus hold the rope till de day i cant hold anymore n drop~ i kinda of regret of choosing ticketing for my elective and this course...i jus wonder why i dun want to cont study accounting...maybe one day i will quit sch i also dun knw...so tired...

rawr regret of studying at poly now...cos i dun knw why i would choose poly...see the route and i know that i had chose a wrong route...cos i can easily found a full time job last 2 yrs and then now i shld be getting a ACCA cert or working with part time course n next yrs will be getting ACCA cert liao...walau i stupid or no brain to think...rawr...sian...ACCA is a world recognise cert for world wide...omg lo...haiz...now mke my life so meaningless for what sia...this course also flexible, letting me tke when i want...wth...zzz waste so much $ in poly, worth?worthless?

** if i really complete the diploma cert, i think i would be working and then went to tke part time ACCA course**

** if i quit sch, i would be finding job from accounting industry and study the course <ACCA> part time**

both route is the same, because im 21 years old and above, jus that the world highlight in blue might be stressful and longer..aft compete poly then work for 3 yrs? while the word in orange is took time and rest my mind, work for 3 yrs and then study part time...

God, please guide me throu my way...i now having a tough time...i am confused once again...give me strength to let me walk throu this route out...i dun knw why god, i really need you in my life...please also be there for sk, protect him and don't let him injure and being harm...i knw u will be there for him...please god, we now need is u now...please cont to be there for us...

currently drama : 妻子的诱惑


a fun day with full of water =D

Nov08

pics said it all...lolx went to sengkang swimming complex today with sk...lolx...is like finally cos last week suppose to go but in the end raining...hahahaz luckily today the weather is quite hot...and is freaking hot...i learn swimming hahahaz...=x but not success at all zzz lolx still trying my best...sengkang swimming complex cool...cos there is indoor and outdoor swimming pool...omg...is like created ppl like me who dun like suntanning...but indoor swimming pool is like omg de cold >.< so we kip on switching places cos sk want to be tan...so no choices...

i have become abit darker...lolx...sk said is much healthier look...i was like =.= wth lolx i dun want to be tan...i want white white skin...guess it will tke some time b4 my skin turn white again =.= i dun really like swimming at all...but why i still want to go swimming becos of ssm...lolx every wed is like freaking hot even thou it rains...i always have to go the swimming pool toilet to have bath plus i dun really like ssm style hahahaz... =D so i become tempting to go swimming...freaking mood changing me...

today days was gd and i enjoyed it lolx...hahahaz i dislike tking pics when i wash my hair,is so freaking ugly shit lo...rawr...lolx...

after everything was done, we went to 7-11 to have some bite...in de end found this bread...made in sg somemore...tried not bad...taste more like cake lolx...i think only sengkang swimming complex sold ba...lolx...

so fast de weekend jus gone in a wind...shit lo...i jus wonder why wkday cannt be only 1 days and then the rest be wkend...i become so hate schooling now...maybe becos i have sch for 18 yrs of my life le...wth lo...quite tired...ppl always say that online create the real personal of urself...then i thinking what kind of game character i will create...i think i  will create a bimbo...omg...lolx...guess i jus want to be a bimbo in my life ba...but too bad i am not hahahaz...in real life, thing are unfair...everything is bad thus i cant be bimbo at all...lolx i nit my brain power to survive at this world...yes this world is crual...! btw my game didi intro me this :http://www.gaiaonline.com/ wonder want to play ma...lolx...

ok stop all those crap...lolx...

i will be mtg sk on thurs...mon to wed he is doing duty so sad...i pray that god will be there for him so that he wont be injure...pray that he wont be careless...ur angel will be there for him and bless him...i always know god will be there...god please be there for him!! no matter what~ >.< please be there for him...i know god will and always there for him because he is ur son too...pray that his "job" wont be hard...n is a easy life for him...ily God!


After MIA for so long....

Nov05

it have been so long that i really update my blog due to the schooling...i always cant seem to get enuff slp at all...esp when my sch term start... this term is really a pack schedule for me...because of ssm, bese,cds plus elective...i think mainly because of ssm, i have no choice but to wke up at 5am and then went to sch to mit up my clique at 6.15am...

luckily there is a 3 grp of tutorial class tgt thus i have a clique there...i dont really like my class at all because im the weird one..? or maybe the odd one..? no offence for those who are in my class...but i jus feel that my class are not really that friendly to me, maybe because due to the lanugauge spoken was different...

but this sem only have 3 project ( 2 which with my class, hopefully would be a gd one) and another one would be de ssm...hahahaz i really like the grp that i allocated...maybe because tts are my friend there, and maybe because my grp are much more fun-loving kinda =) <3 pink grp...hahahaz...we decided to start off at top table,yes the most diffcult one 1st...hahahaz the hell would break loose be4 the heavently places =D hahahaz and our route for the ssm would be top table > TCC and then the last one is the sugarloaf...=) i love this route =) is what i expected =)

i love my cds because is kinda of relaxing and easier to pass =P hahahaz no lec, jus 3 hour tutorial...a subj for me to relax aft a hardwrk at ssm lolx...this subj is for me to relieve the stress and unhapiness =x no la...is jus stress only...lolx

actually ssm is not that scary, is just that everyone trying to scare us esp our senior...lolx but of cos the 1st day of ssm is REALLY scary because u will SURE hear teacher shouting at u...so...yup...if u are late is better for u not to turn up at all...in normal case, reached late better then no reached at all...but for ssm case, if u are late, is better for u to stay at home =D lolx some kinda of therory  for us to luff about...actually teacher are friendly, helpful and they dont really scold u at all...they just there to guide you =D

i quite enjoy ssm to the extend with teamwork and friends ard =) if i with strange classes, i think is another story alredi...so is lucky for me to have same tutorial grp with them =)

so far so gd then which i can only say and i manage to survive 3wks of ssm lolx...hmm...at 1st i was so wry and cried but now, i will mke use of every learning opportunities and treat it as training...

ticketing, my elective is a stressful lesson...but no prject...hahahaz =) i have to rely on myself completely =) jiayou for myself...for MICE,no comment...but to really stay awake for my 2 hours plus tutorial and 1 hour plus lec...nth to comment...for those who know, u will know what i trying to say...LOLx

BESE was ok-ok not as strict becos my teacher was not tt strict =P...she is a gd teacher hahahaz...as for accounting, re-learn the format cos ite and poly teach diff stuff so dun think ite go poly can slack...is completely diff thing, i warn u 1st =x

for me and sk marriage stuff, it would have to put it on hold, due to some reason which is unable to explain using word...but is for his own gds...lolx there is nth wrng with me n him so yup =')

anyway i have to thank god that everything he done for me...i know i have been silly and stupid...i dont know what have go into me...maybe is just stress...? i dont know...i want to thank you for that...n yes, without the b*t** and b*s****...i am much happier...i now have a clearer mind to know who are really my friend and who are de one mking used of me ...i hope u will cont to guide me...please also bless me n sk...i know there are alot of thing too...jus nit u to be there for us...nit u to be there for him to protect him and love him...u know what i mean god??i love you god...<3 u are the best! sry for everything and the thing i did...thank you god!


simple evening with my laogong

Oct17

this is simply loved <3 cos the salmon is soft plus sweet...omg...luckily got free red plates for buffert...is a worth man =)

hehex...me n laogong...^.^

aft that we went to walked ard since we are in raffles place =) but becos of the treasure hunt, in the end we lazy hahahaz so we walked ard and then found out tt all along we are walking the right direction =x

hehex then we camwhoring again lolx...=) ily<3 *muck*

hahaaz ... see from pics and u will know =) lolx actually is jus a short while but i reli enjoy myself alot =D thank laogong acc me all the way to the raffles places...at 1st still want to play treasure hunt...in de end, we playing to ourselves =)

actually i was looking at this...hahahaz =D

Dear Heavently Father,Lord Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit,

thank you for always being there for us...i know u always be there =D i love you God...please cont to be there for sk...i know i always ask for the same thing but god, u told us that ask and you will receive and your joy will be complete...

God, i know you will be there for him, bless him, protect him from harm and evil spirit...please cont to be there for him....

give me strength and let me survive from my oct sem...i know u always be there for us cos u love us...

for this, i really thank you and please cont to be there =D

i pray in your wonderful name: Heavently Father, LOrd Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit: amen!


The Day Spent with My Beloved <3

Oct15

monday(12)

went to have injection, my hand was pain...but thank teacher dun really teach me on left hand as i told her that i took an injection on my left hand =) and she was surprise that my course nit to tke an injection...lolx...

then i treated sk to aijisan =) hehex

my fave =) lolx

this also not bad =)

 

wednesday(14)

our anni <3 hmm we celebrate our 10th mth anni tgt...sk brought me to seoul garden and ate our breakfast,lunch and dinner tgt...cos aft that we didnt eat anything le...lolx...hehex

认真的男人最帅! =)

then we went to bugis and bought my watch which is leather and look simple...whats more $5.00 only =) then we watched cloudy at iluma =) the show was really nice...thank to hbo introduction because i thou wasnt tt nice and i wasnt that interested in that movie but because of my friend introduction and hbo recommendation, i went to watch...it was really a nice show =) hahahaz maybe is because the name wasnt that attractive enough =)

at there, i also met jit n his clique, they were watching phobia 2...hahahaz...

then aft the movie, we went to watson to buy my wax...seriously i was headache, i was wondering what kind of wax is suitable for me...in the end i bought quite an expansive because i really cant see my hair being dry out...sk told me that he will pay for my treatment if my hair really very dry...thank sk...i really appreciate it alot <3

the time passed very fast and is time for us to go home >.< so sian...but i hope time passed fast enough for me not to notice because by tt time me n sk will regain our freedom tgt =) he will be out of his ns and me will grad from my poly...lets jiayou tgt =)

my fav pics for the day =)

try to be random =)

To sk, thank you for the day being with me, i really appreciate the thing you done to me...even though we do have some disagreement, we still sort out well...sry for always bring trouble to u, sry for my wildfulness, sry for being in need of you...i really very happy being with you...i love you! we will celebrate our 1yrs soon n soon we will celebrate lot lot of event tgt =) *muck* From sq

Dear Heavently Father, Lord Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit,

thank you for always being there for me and sk, u always there to bless our relationship, without you, we wont be so easily to go throu difficulty...thank you god!

please bless sk on his ns, dun let his boss gt what he want...u know what happened god...i praying hard for this, letting his time slot remain the same, and there wont be any changes anymore...please god...i need ur blessing here...

please bless my oct sem would be easier as the sem is tough, give me strength to go on...so that i wont quit halfway...please be there for me =)

please bless our realtionship, may our realtionship will be long lasting forever!

i pray in your wonderful name:Heavently Father, Lord Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit: amen!

for convience of others, i shall put this into my blog...so who want to learn can learn =)


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