this is all about being me, the real me... Today is Wednesday, February 10, 2010

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Feb07

so long didnt update my blog...i more on twitter instd...lolx =x hmm but well...i jus update abit...hahahaz found new song that i know and i love it alot...=D *meaningful as well* hope u enjoy the music...and if cant hear sound or song from my blog, muz tell me lolz...

MY VALENTINE RUNNING RINGS AROUND ME
HANGING BY A THREAD BUT WERE LOOSENING, LOOSENING
THE SPARKS ARE FLYIN NOT THE TYPE THAT WE NEED
BRINGING A FIRE THAT IS BURNING ME, BURNING ME

I KNOW
NOBODY SAID THAT ITD BE EASY
I HOPED
THAT WE COULD FIND A WAY MAKE A WAY
BUT YOU DONT
YOU DONT PRIORITIZE ME

HOW IM SPOSED TO BELIEVE
YOUR GAMES WILL EVER CHANGE, EVER CHANGE

Chorus

ITS SUCH A DIRTY MESS
IMPERFECT AT ITS BEST
BUT ITS MY LOVE MY, LOVE MY, BLOODY VALENTINE
SOMETIMES I WANNA LEAVE
BUT THEN I WANT YOU NEXT TO ME
MY LOVE MY, LOVE MY, BLOODY VALENTINE
MAYBE I SHOULD BUT STILL I JUST CANT WALK AWAY
TRY TO CONVINCE ME ONCE AGAIN THAT I SHOULD STAY

THROUGH ALL THE BROKENNESS
THIS BLEEDING HEART MUST CONFESS
I LOVE MY LOVE MY BLOODY VALENTINE

I OPEN DOORS BUT YOU CLOSE THEM ON ME
IM COMPROMISING WONT YOU SHOW THE SAME, HELP THE CHANGE
YOURE PHONE IS RINGING IT IS A SHORTY, SO TELL ME
WHATS HER NAME, HOWD SHE GET YOUR NUMBER
DONT TRY TO BE PLAYIN ME

CAUSE I KNOW
BEFORE YOU EVEN SAY ANYTHING
BUT I HOPED
YOU WOULDNT LIE TO ME, DONT LIE TO ME

YOU KNOW
THAT WEVE BEEN HERE BEFORE
OH DONT PATRONIZE, DONT FEED ME LINES
JUST CHANGE YOUR WAYS, YEAH MAKE IT RIGHT


a wkend with love and a trip to mediacorp =D

Jan25

23 jan 2010

in the morning, went out to mit loved hehex...went to the bank and then go to esplanade to return books, shop awhile went back to hougang...cos miting the gals to mediacorp to support sheryl =D

(tken at esplanade)

(thank cat for bringing us the ticket)

 

(tken b4 the show start, cos during the show, we are not allow to tke pics or video )

(lolx, so cute!)

(we love each other! )

sheryl got in and her singing is gd! omg...hahahaz gratz~ hmm aft that the gals wanted to go :study: but i was not feeling well thus nv go...lolx, went to palsa malam awhile and ate supper...then home sweet home

24 jan 2010

go out in the evening to go serangoon north to see animal cos serangoon north are known as pet walk =D but too bad the dog are resting and we get to see the chinchilla...hahahaz then love want to buy...cos is not high maintain animal...and they can live up to 20 yrs old...wo de tian...hahahaz...the cheapest also nit $600... i like white de...but cost $1.3k...

(isnt that cute? look like hamster =D but the fur is very soft~)

hahahaz...now i hope that this sem faster end...i want to do alot of thing <3

 


Jan20

i am useless people with nothing to contribute...no wonder i am such a faliure in relationship with people.  anyway who cares, am i right??i really should be dying instead of alive, wasting the resourses~


Jan17

went to eunos to have my sec sch gathering...the girls didnt change much, xcept most of it are been attached, married or even have kids...omg lo hahahaz...kinda of abit pressure...but i guess is fate, i am kinda of girl who have to study quite long and then have career then married life...

the lunch was ok-ok, not bad, not gd either maybe cos is seafood...but i still eat abit thou...$20 like that gone!! >.< went to 313 n orchard with elaine n rebecca...elaine spend like $87.80 wow! (rich girl...!)

huizhen thou of joining us...in de end she decided to go kbox with justina clique they all! (i quite angry at her sia...is like fucking looking dwn on me, i know im student, thus i dun have much saving...but tts does not mean i will be poor 4ever...told her that i planning to move in condo, she gave me that look n told me that i wont be staying at there...what the hell? what does that mean? i nv say now im goin to buy it what, it like goin to plan for a few yrs...she told me: you know u need about $120k for downpayment le...thou i dun know meh??

she kip psyco us to go kbox with them, i was like =.=''' i dun have much cash! and then i really no mood singing with them lo...i rather go with my poly clique and sing till high high, at least there is enjoyment there =D ( she said she dun mind dun have discount for movie, she had $ lo...wth? like to compare with me sia -,-''')

 i wish my boyf went there, is kinda of boring gathering~ hmm nth much to chat >.< everyone was like wrking, got $ to buy anything...im still studyin in poly 2nd yrs...zzz nvm...i know that i had wrk hard...the path i choose is all i use my own effort to do it...i will cont to jiayou de! one day i will earn as much as them!

leg damn tired, cos wear new shoes today...is a high heel somemore...surprise? lolx actually i like that shoes for mth le...yest went out with boyf then decided to buy cos there is cheap alternative! most of the shop sell at $23, but no size...then $19.90 also no size...then i saw one shop sell at $19 n have my size...lolx =D like finally...! so cool...my shoes for the yrs 2010...i thou of buying rubi shoes le...got a very big temptation but 2 for $25 abit not wrth le...cos i dun nit so many shoes >.< i only have a pair of leg...anyone want to share with me?

" i love the way u care for me now...is like u r better then past??i know we have alot of prob in our r/s but now i simply <3 this feeling now hehex...thank love =D i wish we will last 4ever =) tgt we create our very own future " 

Dear Heavently Father, Lord Jesus Christ and Holy spirit, thank you for everything, i would like to apologies that i very impatient and always blame on you. but from now onward, i be very patient and wait for ur answer no matter what...u know there is very hard path for me this yrs...but i know u will nv leave me alone...god, i just want to tell you that i love you...i will leave everything in your hand! please be with me!

please bless me n my boyf r/s...i know abit shaky recently, please be there for us and mke everything go smoothly...there is very tough path ahead of us but i knw u will nv forsaken us...please also pray his ns too so that he will survive well...i know u will be there for him...u will send angel to tke care of him, protect him from everything! esp bad stuff, i have faith in you!

please pray my studies well...hope that my future path will be a gd one...at least let me have a degree aft my poly cert...let me have a gd work prospect thus i can study well too and earn a sum of $ to support myself n family!

god, i give everything in your hand...i have faith in you!

i pray in your wonderful name: Heavently Father, Lord Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit, amen!


Jan04

i wonder what is the purpose am i coming to the earth for??

i wish im dead totally


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